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heavy heart

I have had such a heavy heart this past week for one of my bestest friends Larena  who has been stuck at home feeling extremely sick and just feeling so horrible and she has just felt like she would never get better, but I haven’t lost my faith and I have been keeping her in my heart and in my prayers while shes been at home recovery from whatever she has had this past week.  She is apparently is not feeling well once again today and back to the docs office which has just broken my heart to see her continue to go through all of this.  She has not left my mind since she started feeling bad last week and I please ask anyone who reads this to say some prayers for her she means more to me then anyone would ever know and I would do anything to make her feel better if it was anyway possible.


So far summer life has consisted of me working my butt off for my business which seems slow this summer. I love and miss so many including my beloved Larena who I haven’t seen in so long. She truly means the world to me and not a single day goes by that I don’t think about her and thank god for crossing our paths those many years ago. I love this girl more than anything and I keep her in my prayers every single day. I hope business will start to pick up again and perhaps some day soon take off and have some summer fun.

To my beloved Lnr who I love with all my heart someone who means the world to me and someone I will never give up on. I am the most blessed man in the whole universe to have her in my life and I wouldn’t trade it for the world. I have god to thank for her everyday and for always watching over her and keeping her out of harms way. I know she has been going through so much these past few years that I could never imagine everything she has been going through although I know just how hard it’s been and she deserves better. She is the most amazing girl in the whole world and there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for her and to keep a smile on that beautiful face of hers.

Spring is in the air

After a long never ending Winter season it seems as Spring has finally come to Virginia.  All of the snow that we have had has really put a big hurt on my local computer/TV repair business and with Tax time coming to an end and paying lots to Uncle Sam I just feel like I am stuck in a never ending nightmare and praying day by day that things will get better with the changes in the weather.  This time of year is also very hard for one of my best friends between her birthday and the loss of 2 of her best friends a couple years ago she really struggles to find any happiness which breaks my heart from the inside out especially when I live so far away from her and not having the money to be able to visit on a normal biases especially when I know she needs it most, but with better weather in the near future my work load normally picks up it’s just been slower than normal for me and the other local businesses around me.  I have often wondered how my business would be if I was located in a more populated area because I know the work I do with these computers is top to none and the same people always come back to me time and time again because the work I do for them is better than anyone else and that is something that I take pride in every single day.  Hopefully things will get better not just for me and my business, but also for my beloved Lnr who I love and care for so much.

I have updated my online radio channel with more great European Dance Music and have the station fully automated with SAM4 broadcasting which helps maintain maximum sound quality the website for the live stream is http://atrtrance.tk which  now has a Flash Player that plays my live stream on any computer system and links for iPhone, Winamp and many other compatible players and software.  Music is one if the best things to ever happen to me and I just love to share the sounds of great inspirational Progressive Trance music to help motivate and inspire people every day no matter how bad their day has been and with spring in the air I will continue to add more great music to the library and provide the best listening experience on the web.  Remember music is always good for the soul and for those beautiful minded souls who have created such masterpieces are a true gift from God himself and they will always have my most respect when their music is played on Kendall’s Progressive Trance Radio.  Without music I would have nothing to inspire me the way I am today and also without my beloved Lrn I don’t know what I would ever do with myself.

To someone special in my heart

To someone who will always have that special place in my heart to someone that I will never give up on no matter what ever happens in this world to someone who has truly shown me what the true meaning of the word love means. I know it seems like they swim the current everyday, but I can understand those feelings because I swim the same current all pisces are prone to get stuck in sometimes hints the fish that represent us. I am a truly grateful man to have such an amazing person cross paths with me in my life one of the main reasons why I love and care the way I do is because of her. She has truly been the best friend that I could have asked for and just me being able to love and care for her even just being able to keep her in my prayers everyday means more than you could ever know and not one day goes by that I don’t think god for her.