Category: My Universe


Angels

 

I have a Angel in my life and I could not be any more blessed.

Angel

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I love my best friend more than anything in the whole universe and knowing that she is strong enough to move on my heart just seems to be very heavy right know. Patience is always worth waiting for what’s right and being strong is all you’ve got. I just couldn’t imagine what could be going through her heart right now she is such a gods angel and deserves all the love in the universe because she’s worth all the trouble in the world.

It still feels much like Winter out here despite the fact that Spring has just begun. Cold weather just makes me feel depressed and more stressed out in general compared to warm weather were the air is more vibrant and more crisp. Lots of things have been going on in my mind lately and I just sometimes wish that time would stand still instead of constantly changing as fast as it seems to sometimes. I still love my life and everyone who is in it with me through everything. My life could never be so bright and colorful without all these amazing people especially my roommate and the love of my best friend who has always been here for me and though everything even at my worst she was right their by my side and I will forever be grateful for every last moment we have shared together. I am the luckiest man in the world to have her in my life and there’s nothing in the world I wouldn’t do for her. She is truly so amazing inside and out and nothing but a gods angel to me.

Sunday FundAy Dec 7

So I wake up today god I am so blessed to see everything that has even been for me in my life. I feel like I’m headed out to SAMs Club in town to stock up on some good old candy. Nothing like those Sour skittles or Sour punch straws to kick in the old sweet tooth again. I am so thankful for my mom my whole family and my roommate who has changed my world for the better and nothing without my best friend Kp nothing says the world like her. She is the truest of person you’ll ever know and a heart of an angel. NASCAR is over so I’m free on this day and I plan play some Grand Theft today on my 70 DLP after I eat some lunch and catch up on season 2 of Blue Bloods with one of my favorite Donnie Wahlberg playing a lead detective a damn good one if you ask me. I hope you all have a blessed day and you take things easy today. Happy Sunday FundAy everyone.

So far summer life has consisted of me working my butt off for my business which seems slow this summer. I love and miss so many including my beloved Larena who I haven’t seen in so long. She truly means the world to me and not a single day goes by that I don’t think about her and thank god for crossing our paths those many years ago. I love this girl more than anything and I keep her in my prayers every single day. I hope business will start to pick up again and perhaps some day soon take off and have some summer fun.

To my beloved Lnr who I love with all my heart someone who means the world to me and someone I will never give up on. I am the most blessed man in the whole universe to have her in my life and I wouldn’t trade it for the world. I have god to thank for her everyday and for always watching over her and keeping her out of harms way. I know she has been going through so much these past few years that I could never imagine everything she has been going through although I know just how hard it’s been and she deserves better. She is the most amazing girl in the whole world and there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for her and to keep a smile on that beautiful face of hers.

slow work day

Today’s work day for me has been really slow which is a big downer for me especially after the fact that things have been looking up for me and was finally able to see a path moving forward, but days like today set things way back and really brings me down.  Spring time is finally in the air and with my allergies is something I can feel big time with that in mind I am trying hard to turn over a new leaf while the leaves turn into green I am setting up a new routine for my self which includes a early bed time instead of being up all night so I can get into the habit of waking up bright and early everyday full of energy instead of being tired a groggy everyday as my body sometimes feels like it can’t take it anymore as I get older everyday I can really feel the changes and I hate it and just wish I could get younger.  Staying fit is something I am starting to get into again and trying to stay with it this time going to the gym everyday after work and just trying to stay as active as I can.  My life is still young and I have a lot to live for every day and I don’t want to fall down the wrong path.  Everyday is nothing but a blessing to me just to be alive and is something that you should never take for granted no matter how bad your day has been no matter how hard the struggles seem sometimes you have to believe in yourself and you have to keep your faith as high as you can and regardless of what ever happens in this world you can never give up.  It may seem like the impossible sometimes and I know I have been there time and time again, but no matter how dark days get sometimes every storm eventually passes and the sun will one day shine again and with a positive attitude the sun will come back brighter than ever and you will love yourself and life more and more each and every single day of your life.

Here is a song by Filo & Peri called The Soul and The Sun enjoy

Happy Easter Sunday

Happy Easter everyone today is just a relax chill day for me just thinking about how great life has been for me and thankful for all my friends family and loved ones so much as I do each and every day. I could never do it without them and the great support system I have always had over the years. There is nothing that I would t do in return for the ones who truly matter most to me especially my roommate my best friend Kendall and my beloved Lauren R I don’t know what I would ever do without them.

Spring is in the air

After a long never ending Winter season it seems as Spring has finally come to Virginia.  All of the snow that we have had has really put a big hurt on my local computer/TV repair business and with Tax time coming to an end and paying lots to Uncle Sam I just feel like I am stuck in a never ending nightmare and praying day by day that things will get better with the changes in the weather.  This time of year is also very hard for one of my best friends between her birthday and the loss of 2 of her best friends a couple years ago she really struggles to find any happiness which breaks my heart from the inside out especially when I live so far away from her and not having the money to be able to visit on a normal biases especially when I know she needs it most, but with better weather in the near future my work load normally picks up it’s just been slower than normal for me and the other local businesses around me.  I have often wondered how my business would be if I was located in a more populated area because I know the work I do with these computers is top to none and the same people always come back to me time and time again because the work I do for them is better than anyone else and that is something that I take pride in every single day.  Hopefully things will get better not just for me and my business, but also for my beloved Lnr who I love and care for so much.

I have updated my online radio channel with more great European Dance Music and have the station fully automated with SAM4 broadcasting which helps maintain maximum sound quality the website for the live stream is http://atrtrance.tk which  now has a Flash Player that plays my live stream on any computer system and links for iPhone, Winamp and many other compatible players and software.  Music is one if the best things to ever happen to me and I just love to share the sounds of great inspirational Progressive Trance music to help motivate and inspire people every day no matter how bad their day has been and with spring in the air I will continue to add more great music to the library and provide the best listening experience on the web.  Remember music is always good for the soul and for those beautiful minded souls who have created such masterpieces are a true gift from God himself and they will always have my most respect when their music is played on Kendall’s Progressive Trance Radio.  Without music I would have nothing to inspire me the way I am today and also without my beloved Lrn I don’t know what I would ever do with myself.

In the twist of the morning light
Lies a soldier that doesn’t fight
There’s a battle going wrong
War don’t care what side you’re on

Someone’s watching from far away
No one’s ever really safe
And everyone gets hurt
But only some will learn

Caught in the flame of a burning fire
Do you wanna let go
Do you wanna go high
You’ve had enough
Your heart’s above

This is a feeling you cannot name
The future’s always been the same
The time has come
To walk with the soul and the sun
To walk with the soul and the sun

Look to the sky and find it grey
Without a road you make your way
All you’ve got is what you know
It’s up to you where you go

Take a chance
Black or white
In the end’s no wrong or right
And all that you’ve been trough
And all that it leads to

Caught in the flame of a burning fire
Do you wanna let go
Do you wanna go high
You’ve had enough
Your heart’s above

This is a feeling you cannot name
The future’s always been the same
The time has come
To walk with the soul and the sun