Category: My Prayers

Prayers for Lindsey

Lindsey Tingler is one of my best friends in the whole world and recently she lost someone very close to her who was also a family member and it just breaks my heart to hear this sad news.  May my love and prayers go out to Lindsey and to her beloved family.  I love Lindsey so much and she will always be family to me.


Its Easter and I am not feeling so great today as this time of year the pollen comes out and messes with me and makes me cough lungs inside out and I have just been at home resting it up today trying to stay strong and positive and of all other things just to continue to be happy which is something I could not say about one of my best est friends Lauren R.  Today has not been so happy for her and today while sitting at home the time I have not been spending sleeping away I have been up praying for her and letting the good lord know just how important she has truly been to me these past couple of years I have been so blessed to have shared my life with and I can understand to a point where the pain never seems to completely go away, but no the less I will stay strong and be as positive as I can be not just for me, but for her and everyone around me.  I only have a few friends in this world who truly mean the world to me other than my own family and Lauren is one of them and she will always be family to me.

Dear father today I pray in the name of Jesus Christ and ask for your continued love and your continued protection  for not only me, but for my friends family and most importantly my beloved Lauren who I love and care for more than she would ever know and your many thanks for blessing me anther day on earth and for all my friends family and loved ones especially my sweet Lauren because I could never imagine my life without her and my life would never be as bright and beautiful as its been for me without her – Amen

When someone you truly care for is going through more than you could even know it breaks your heart just to know the pain they feel is something you could never imagine and you would do anything in the world to make them feel better even if just for a moment would mean the world to me.  I have a very special friend who crossed my path a couple of years ago at a random party and I have god to thank for that special moment and for her every day and I never thought a couple of years later that she would mean the world to me and I never thought I would be where I am today because of her big heart and sweet soul and it only breaks my heart and makes me cry just to know everything she has been through these past couple of years and every day you just keep on praying your heart out for her hoping things will get better, but then as things look up something else happens to her and all the extra pain keeps on adding up and I only ask god to continue to watch over her and help her stay strong.  I know she has not been able to sleep at all without her mind flashing in different directions and I wish I knew what that was like just so I could know exactly what she has been going through and more importantly so I better know what I can do to just help make her feel better and to just let her know how no matter what may happen that I will always love and care for her just the way she is and that having a friend like her is like the next best thing to just being alive and there is nothing in this world that I would not do for her.  It has been over a year since we have seen each other as we both live so far apart and after these next couple of weeks go by I am going to try and make plans to come see her and make sure we never go this long without seeing each other ever again because this girl needs a friend like me more than anyone right now and I will continue to pray for her and just thank the good lord for blessing her and for putting this amazing girl in my life to love and care for its means a lot to me and she will always have that most special place in my heart and that is something I will never regret saying and I am proud to say she is one of my best friends I have ever had.  If you have someone you love with all your heart don’t be afraid to tell them because friendship is one soul that shares two bodies and I love Lauren R all the way to the moon and back ♥

Tears are the words that the heart can’t say and lately my heart has been crying lots of them.  Lots of things have been going on in my life and I have been very emotional person lately and adding on the fact that someone you love and care so much for has been going through so many things you could never imagine and despite all the love and prayers you give out I just wish sometimes I could tell her how truly blessed I am to have her in my beautiful life and how no matter what happens that there’s nothing in this world I would not do for her.  After loosing one of my good friends a few weeks ago things just don’t seem to the same to me anymore and so many of my loved ones have felt the same way.  Today my prayers are gonna still be strong for my beloved Lauren R and just keeping her close to my heart and really just asking god for her continued protection love and strength and just to help her sleep better at night because not one night has gone by that I’m not thinking about her and praying that she gets a good full nights sleep.   Thank you god for all who you have blessed me with today and everyday and may your love and protection always be there for the ones I love with all my heart including my best friend Kendall and my beloved Lauren they both mean the world to me ♥

Tonight I will pray, but more importantly my heart my love and prayers are gonna be most heavy on my sweet Lauren Ruiz.  Lauren’s one of my few best friends in the world and god I know she has been so many different things in the short time that we have known each other and it’s just not fair.  I love this girl more than you would ever know and the friendship we have shared has always meant the world to me and there is nothing I would not do for her so I pray tonight with all my heart for Lauren and for putting this amazing girl in my life.  I ask only for a miracle tonight that you do all in your power to help keep her going strong, I know things seem to be tough on her and I could only imagine what she has been going through her head and I always fear the worst.  This girl is like family to me and I just pray that you continue to keep safe and keep her going strong she is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me and I would do anything to keep a smile on that beautiful face of hers – Amen