Category: My Friends


When someone you truly care for is going through more than you could even know it breaks your heart just to know the pain they feel is something you could never imagine and you would do anything in the world to make them feel better even if just for a moment would mean the world to me.  I have a very special friend who crossed my path a couple of years ago at a random party and I have god to thank for that special moment and for her every day and I never thought a couple of years later that she would mean the world to me and I never thought I would be where I am today because of her big heart and sweet soul and it only breaks my heart and makes me cry just to know everything she has been through these past couple of years and every day you just keep on praying your heart out for her hoping things will get better, but then as things look up something else happens to her and all the extra pain keeps on adding up and I only ask god to continue to watch over her and help her stay strong.  I know she has not been able to sleep at all without her mind flashing in different directions and I wish I knew what that was like just so I could know exactly what she has been going through and more importantly so I better know what I can do to just help make her feel better and to just let her know how no matter what may happen that I will always love and care for her just the way she is and that having a friend like her is like the next best thing to just being alive and there is nothing in this world that I would not do for her.  It has been over a year since we have seen each other as we both live so far apart and after these next couple of weeks go by I am going to try and make plans to come see her and make sure we never go this long without seeing each other ever again because this girl needs a friend like me more than anyone right now and I will continue to pray for her and just thank the good lord for blessing her and for putting this amazing girl in my life to love and care for its means a lot to me and she will always have that most special place in my heart and that is something I will never regret saying and I am proud to say she is one of my best friends I have ever had.  If you have someone you love with all your heart don’t be afraid to tell them because friendship is one soul that shares two bodies and I love Lauren R all the way to the moon and back ♥

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Life may have its ups and downs and mine is no exception always having lots of stress and things constantly running through my head all the time and although I live my life as happy and as positive as possible my few friends who I have absolutely mean the world to me and because of them life is diffidently more beautiful more colorful and much more brighter than I could have ever imagined and I never thought I would be where I am today because of you guys and I have the good lord to thank for you all everyday. The love and care I get form everyone has been something I am so truly blessed to always have in my life and you all give me a reason to live everyday.

I love you Ashley A, Kendall K, Lauren R, Lindsey T, Meaghan N, Abby B, Mary R, David R, Jeremy C, Brittany B, Jessica F, Kelly V, Kaytee B, Joe A, Jessica G, and Elizabeth F

You all mean the world to me and you will always have that special place in my heart and life as I know it is more beautiful with you in it and there is nothing in this world that I would not do for you and without each and everyone of you I don’t know what I would ever do with myself ♥

Lauren Ruiz has been one of my best friends I have ever had and she means the world to me. We live so far apart and never get to see each other but I still pray for her everyday and I could never imagine life without her. Lauren Ruiz is a true gods blessing to me and I’m glad our paths crossed each others a couple of years ago. She has truly helped me in ways she could never imagine and she’s worth all the trouble in the world and I love her with all my heart ❤

I was given the best gift anyone could ever give and thats love.

I was given the best gift anyone could ever give and thats love.

I love my life and I love my friends more than you would ever know and there is nothing in this world I would not do for them because they always take such good care of me even going out of their way to make sure I stay safe and I love them with all my heart.

Love

Love is a strong word and is something I never take for granted. My heart may be extremely big and open but it breaks so much more easily then most people’s and I have finally come to except this faith and wouldn’t trade it for the world. This past valentines day my heart was big on my family and a couple of my best friends Kendall and Lindsey T who I love so so much. I could never imagine life without then and they both mean everything to me and I thank god for them every single day and of course I love my sweet Lauren Ruiz with all my heart as well. She has been such an amazing person and I have been so blessed to know her and have her in my life she is truly so amazing and I don’t know what I’d ever do without her. I love my life more than anyone would ever know.

I have a lot of things on my mind right now and I just don’t know what to do. My heart has always been big and I’m thankful for those who have been here for me especially my BFF Kendall Kidd I truly don’t know what I’d ever do with out her she keeps me going strong everyday but somehow I still feel stressed about everything especially work and I course my future. I pray everyday for others and of course myself and I try to make the best of what I have which is hard sometimes but I will always have faith and I will never give up on anything because I love my life end of story.

2012 had lots of ups and lots of downs in ways even I could not believe.  My friendship with Lauren Ruiz became really good and she has forever become very important to me and one of my best friends in the whole world and while building a closer friendship with her I have still been blessed with some of the best friends ever including my best friend Kendall Kidd who has since day one always been there for me and looking for my best interest and doing all she can to lookout and protect me and I have become closer with my good friend Abby who I have known since middle school and I am very thankful to have her in my life as well couldn’t really imagine life without her.  I have been working a lot in my personal health and trying to go to the gym is much as I can to help with stress weight and just trying to stay in shape and be is active as possible so I don’t end up getting really sick or contact the flu.  The economy has been on the decline and work has slowed down to the point that I feel unsure on what my future has in store for me, but everyday I get up and give it all my best shot and pray for the best.  I want to say that I love my life and just so happy to be alive with the ones I love.  Kendall Kidd, Lauren Ruiz, Ashley Austin, Lindsey Tingler and a few others have truly been here for me and have always taken such good care of me and I just want to thank the good lord for blessing me with all of them I truly don’t know what I would have ever done without them and not one day goes by that I think about them or send them my love and prayers to god for them they mean everything to me and in 2013 I am going to continue to fight for my business and for my health and well-being and I am going to do everything I can to be the best friend that anyone would be happy to have in their life.  Life is a true gift and one I am thankful for every single day and no matter how tough times may get for me I will always promise to live it up to the fullest and continue to be here for the ones I love even if I have everything to loose because without them I would have nothing to loose or for that matter nothing at all and I will continue to count my blessings each and everyday and thank the good lord for all he has blessed me with and I hope that 2013 brings you nothing short of pure bliss and happiness and good faith every single day because if your anything like my best friend you don’t deserve anything less.

Sometimes I just need to spell my heart out in order to feel better, but lately that has been so hard for me to do and right now I just feel a little lonely.  I know I have the greatest friends in the world and I know I would do anything for them, but somehow I have an empty feeling in my heart.  One day I met this girl from a friend of mine a couple years ago and she choose to put me in her life that night and we became friends.  We live about an hour apart, but always communicated on the phone and computer.  A lot of things starting happening to her that completely broke my heart and then we kind of lost touch for some time then one day I get invited to celebrate on her birthday and I said yes would love to.  I met up with her and a couple of her friends during the day and not long later we both got left behind and no way to contact the people she came with so I took her to my car and back to her friend’s apartment while I gave her a birthday present after all I knew she was going through some tough times lately and wanted her to feel loved. We later decided to go downtown to meet everyone again and shortly later they all left us again.  I stood by her side the whole night drinking birthday shots with her and I really had a fun night the most fun in a long time for me.  I later helped her get to my car to bring her to my place to sober up and sleep and I had realized that I truly cared a lot for this girl and she kept saying “I’m sorry Austin”, but I was not mad at her at all and I knew she was very depressed in ways I could never imagine.  The next morning I dropped her back off to her car and told her I loved her and gave her a hug goodbye and I haven’t had a chance to see her beautiful face ever since and to this day my heart has always had this lonely feeling inside that I just can’t ever understand.  I thank the good lord for her every day and I pray my heart out for her because she needs them more than anyone and I don’t know what I would ever do if anything ever happened to this girl she is the most amazing girl in the world and the best friend that I could have ever asked for and I worry about her all the time and I could never imagine in a million years living my life without her.

I love my best friend more than anything and I wonder sometimes what I would ever do without her she is truly more amazing then you would ever know.  She always keeps me going strong and is always taking care of me no matter what and I could never imagine life without her and just the fact that my good friend Lauren has lost her best friend has completely broken my heart.  I love Lauren so much and she has truly been the best friend that I could have ever asked for and I had a chance to read her blog this morning and it just made me cry my heart out.  I have been praying my heart out for her and just thanking the good lord for always watching out for her and for keeping her safe I love Lauren and don’t know what I would ever do without her she has been such a big blessing to me and I just wish I knew what I could do to just help make her feel better.

I was reading my friends blog tonight as I always do and it made me cry.  I really care the world for her and I just feel so bad what happened to her over the weekend and I just wish I could have been their for her.  I just thank God that she made it home safe and sound because I truly don’t know what I would do with myself if anything ever happened to her, Lauren Ruiz means a lot to me and there is nothing in this world that I wouldn’t do for her.