My universe is a very special place and god has truly blessed me with the best friends that I could have ever asked for and I love each and every one of them with all my heart and I would not hesitate to risk my life for them or even die for them because without them I don’t what I would ever do with myself. They mean everything to me and I pray for each and every one of them every day and every night and there is nothing in this world that I would not do for them. Love is a strong word and I’m never afraid to use it to tell them how much I love and care for them and because of them I have something in this world to live for and I have to protect myself for the ones who love me because they would do anything to protect me and it makes me cry so hard to know how much I truly mean to all of them and especially the things they would do to protect my life. God I love them with all my heart and I’m crying my heart out just writing this.  My heart has always been on the bigger side and sometimes it breaks more but that is the price that I have to pay and it’s worth it.  I try my best everyday and just thank the Good Lord for the day that he has chosen to bless me with.  I love my life and everyone in it with me and I wouldn’t trade it for the world.  My best friend wrote this to me when I was in the hospital from my car accident. “Happy Thanksgiving!! Im so thankful to have you in my life… can’t wait to see you!! I have dreams about you every night which means Im always thinking about you babe! I love you sweetie!!!!! Stay strong”and to this day makes me cry just thinking about it god I am truly a blessed man and for as long as I live I will do whatever it takes to protect myself for the ones I love because the last thing I would ever want to do is break their heart because they mean way too much to me to ever let my guard down not even for a second and If god knew how much I love them and how much they all mean to me he would be crying too.