It still feels much like Winter out here despite the fact that Spring has just begun. Cold weather just makes me feel depressed and more stressed out in general compared to warm weather were the air is more vibrant and more crisp. Lots of things have been going on in my mind lately and I just sometimes wish that time would stand still instead of constantly changing as fast as it seems to sometimes. I still love my life and everyone who is in it with me through everything. My life could never be so bright and colorful without all these amazing people especially my roommate and the love of my best friend who has always been here for me and though everything even at my worst she was right their by my side and I will forever be grateful for every last moment we have shared together. I am the luckiest man in the world to have her in my life and there’s nothing in the world I wouldn’t do for her. She is truly so amazing inside and out and nothing but a gods angel to me.