Archive for January, 2014

To someone special in my heart

To someone who will always have that special place in my heart to someone that I will never give up on no matter what ever happens in this world to someone who has truly shown me what the true meaning of the word love means. I know it seems like they swim the current everyday, but I can understand those feelings because I swim the same current all pisces are prone to get stuck in sometimes hints the fish that represent us. I am a truly grateful man to have such an amazing person cross paths with me in my life one of the main reasons why I love and care the way I do is because of her. She has truly been the best friend that I could have asked for and just me being able to love and care for her even just being able to keep her in my prayers everyday means more than you could ever know and not one day goes by that I don’t think god for her.


I have been on a cleaning spree for the last week and going sober on all counts and most of all eating healthy for once instead of all this junk and it has been killing me from the inside out. I have needed a clean up for so long and I can’t stand the thought of something happening to me and being taken away from the ones I love because of my health and what I did to make it fail. I am very paranoid at the moment with lots of things and I don’t know what I would do if I was ever taken away from my loved ones or even worse my best friend my roommate family or my beloved Lnr she means the world to me and I don’t know what I would ever do without her. My success is just starting and it will take lots more time before I finally get healed up from this cold turkey recovery of good health. I have recently not been feeling so well and tired all the time and no motivation to get up for work for sometime now and my work is something I love to do everyday fixing computers and television sets and when I’m running my own repair company it really effects me more than anyone would ever know so I’m going clean for 2014 and if anyone out there reads this to heart you would be too if you have someone in your life who simply loves you and cares for you. I know I do and that is just enough for me to go on the straight path with my health and more importantly my well being.


True love never dies