Its the November blues for me right now just feeling really insecure with everything in my life.  I may seem to always be a happy person who is always so strong for everyone around me and everyone in my life, but there is still lots on my mind especially with work as the economy continues to tank more and more and loosing lots of business really makes me worry about my future with my business fixing computers and flat screen tv sets. The holidays are fast approaching us all and is something I am just not ever seem to be ready for.  I love my family and I love my friends and without them and their support I don’t know where I would be in the world and I am forever truly grateful for them all no matter how close or far apart life has forced us to be I wouldn’t trade it for the world and not one day goes by that I don’t think about you all.