Sometimes dealing with the pain is the only option you have and that pain  is only there to test your strengths and to see just how long you can hold on and more importantly your will to survive.  It has been almost three years since my faithful car accident and one that I will never forget.  The pain that I incurred was a true testament to see just how strong I could be and with so many who love and care for me including my family and my best friend KP all helped give me strengths in ways I could never think possible and my will to survive was worth all the pain in the world.  I love my life more than you would ever know and every single day has been a blessing to me all the laughs all the tears all the love and all the care I get from so many everyday gives me a will to survive no matter how much pain because no amount of pain is worth giving up on when you have so many who love you and care for you and their strength is what all makes it all possible and without them I don’t know what I would do and all the pain I fought was all for them so that they would not loose someone that they care so deeply for and to prove how much they all mean to me is worth all the pain in the world.  I am a true fighter and every day on earth is the biggest blessing of them all and I don’t regret any of the pain and any of the suffering because I have so many in my life who love me and my life is worth it all because my life is everything to me and if I had to do it all over again to just to be here for the ones I love I would fight it all over again even if the pain is harder to deal with.