Archive for August, 2013

no music no life


Dear God….

dear God, thanks for this beautiful life and forgive me if i dont love it enough.

Something that you hoped for or believed in may turn out to be real for you today, Pisces. This omen could also mean that something you’ve been trying to “manifest”, or bring to life, turns out as you’ve hoped. This is a day for holding on tightly to your dreams and expecting the best, but don’t let go of the willingness to work for what you want. Faith that things will work out may be the key to a positive experience; losing faith is certainly a precursor to becoming bitter and filled with negative feelings.


Sometimes dealing with the pain is the only option you have and that pain  is only there to test your strengths and to see just how long you can hold on and more importantly your will to survive.  It has been almost three years since my faithful car accident and one that I will never forget.  The pain that I incurred was a true testament to see just how strong I could be and with so many who love and care for me including my family and my best friend KP all helped give me strengths in ways I could never think possible and my will to survive was worth all the pain in the world.  I love my life more than you would ever know and every single day has been a blessing to me all the laughs all the tears all the love and all the care I get from so many everyday gives me a will to survive no matter how much pain because no amount of pain is worth giving up on when you have so many who love you and care for you and their strength is what all makes it all possible and without them I don’t know what I would do and all the pain I fought was all for them so that they would not loose someone that they care so deeply for and to prove how much they all mean to me is worth all the pain in the world.  I am a true fighter and every day on earth is the biggest blessing of them all and I don’t regret any of the pain and any of the suffering because I have so many in my life who love me and my life is worth it all because my life is everything to me and if I had to do it all over again to just to be here for the ones I love I would fight it all over again even if the pain is harder to deal with.

This is my favorite song of all time I just think its the most beautiful song in the whole world I hope you enjoy this song as much as I do.  This is truly a masterpiece 🙂

Airborne Angel – Aviate

Have the courage to live a life true to yourself, not the life others expect of you. You can start small, but do start honoring at least some of your dreams.