Tonight I will pray, but more importantly my heart my love and prayers are gonna be most heavy on my sweet Lauren Ruiz.  Lauren’s one of my few best friends in the world and god I know she has been so many different things in the short time that we have known each other and it’s just not fair.  I love this girl more than you would ever know and the friendship we have shared has always meant the world to me and there is nothing I would not do for her so I pray tonight with all my heart for Lauren and for putting this amazing girl in my life.  I ask only for a miracle tonight that you do all in your power to help keep her going strong, I know things seem to be tough on her and I could only imagine what she has been going through her head and I always fear the worst.  This girl is like family to me and I just pray that you continue to keep safe and keep her going strong she is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me and I would do anything to keep a smile on that beautiful face of hers – Amen