Today I was going to the local shamrock the block which is held once a year for st. Patrick’s Day to celebrate a birthday for one of my best friends in the whole world Lauren Ruiz.  I love this girl more than you would ever know and we where both looking forward to seeing each other today.  She told me on the phone she would be in around 1 today and shortly after I parked my car she told me she was almost there too.  I waited in front of the main entrance for a bit of time and then decided to call her, but somehow all the phones stopped working and I was told by many people that they were blocking the towers from us so now I could not get in touch with Lauren as my phone would not send text messages either.  I spend all 6 hours walking and looking for her, but I could not find her then I found lots of my other friends who happen to be there tell me Lauren was looking for me as well.  I did not get to see her all day and I feel like if I had a better plan before hand and telling her to meet me at a certain spot when I got there with great detail.  I should have not relayed on having a cellphone especially knowing Lauren’s phone always seems to have issues in the first place.  Lauren is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me and despite what happened today it is all behind me and I will always love and care for this girl no matter what tries to get in the way.  I am just so happy to have her in my life and there is nothing in this world I would not do for her and I just feel so bad that because our phones did not work and I did not come up with a better game plan before I left my house this morning I am sure that broke Lauren’s heart and that’s not fair especially after some of the things I know she has always been going through and I would do anything to keep a smile on that beautiful face of hers because shes worth all the trouble in the world and after what happened today I am gonna make it all up to her anyway I can ♥