I got a wake up call from one of my best friends in the whole world Ashley Austin and she was only letting me know that one of my good friends Critter had past away the night before and I was completely lost and had no idea what to say.  To this day to this moment I don’t know what in the world I could say to make everything better because nothing will ever bring him back to life and I could never imagine life without him and sometimes I feel like this is all some big bad dream that I am living in, but something keeps telling me its not a dream and its all for real.  Life is way too precious and not just for me, but for so many around me and especially after my birthday I realized how much everyone loves and cares for me and I would never do anything to put my life at risk and I promise that with all my heart because without them life would never be the same.  My love and prayers are going out to the Beasley Family and I want all my friends and loved ones to know that I am always here for them even if they just need a shoulder to cry on nothing is ever more important then to be here for the ones I love.