Sometime I have these feelings in my heart that I can just never explain. I often wonder what things would be like if I had gone down a different road. Sometimes I just feel like I want more than what I lm getting and those feelings that I have might be more real than ever want to think but yet I just don’t have the heart to come out and say how I truly feel sometimes and I get afraid that I might lose a chance at someone who I fell like I love more than anything on this earth and how I would do anything for this person even die for her if I have to and if just kills me to think how we have always been like best friends yet how I’m never able to win her heart completely or how maybe there might be someone else who might be the right girl for me and I just haven’t met her in my life yet and I just wish I could tell her how I truly fell about her sometimes.