Archive for January, 2013

The Flu…..

This year has been one of the worst years in decades for the flu and it’s one of the deadly-est strains seen in years and I have been so blessed to be one of few who have not contacted this deadly virus to date, but my best friend in the whole world Kendall was feeling sick today and the doctor diagnosed her with this deadly flu virus and my heart goes out to her and I just pray to God that she only starts feeling better from this day on out I love her more than anything in this world and I would do anything to make her feel better.  It just brakes my heart to know that she has this deadly flu virus and I’v been crying my heart out for her all day long and Kendall has not left my mind ever since I found out the bad news today.


Trying to stay positive

Life has thrown all kinds of curveballs at me between work, stress, and bills plus worried about my future and what it holds and worried a lot about my health. I know I need to eat better and continue to workout everyday and I have been trying so hard, but I still have lots of work ahead of me. I am staying as positive as I can and I still have a few true friends who I love more than anything who have always encouraged me to do bright things and Ashley Austin who I have known forever has always brightened my spirits up and I love her in ways you could never imagine. I pray today for her and for all my loved ones like Kendall Kidd and Lindsey Tingler and of course my wonderful family I don’t know what I would do without these wonderful people in my life and I would do anything for them to love care and protect there lives. – God Bless everyone Austin C.

I have a lot of things on my mind right now and I just don’t know what to do. My heart has always been big and I’m thankful for those who have been here for me especially my BFF Kendall Kidd I truly don’t know what I’d ever do with out her she keeps me going strong everyday but somehow I still feel stressed about everything especially work and I course my future. I pray everyday for others and of course myself and I try to make the best of what I have which is hard sometimes but I will always have faith and I will never give up on anything because I love my life end of story.

Sometime I have these feelings in my heart that I can just never explain. I often wonder what things would be like if I had gone down a different road. Sometimes I just feel like I want more than what I lm getting and those feelings that I have might be more real than ever want to think but yet I just don’t have the heart to come out and say how I truly feel sometimes and I get afraid that I might lose a chance at someone who I fell like I love more than anything on this earth and how I would do anything for this person even die for her if I have to and if just kills me to think how we have always been like best friends yet how I’m never able to win her heart completely or how maybe there might be someone else who might be the right girl for me and I just haven’t met her in my life yet and I just wish I could tell her how I truly fell about her sometimes.

2012 had lots of ups and lots of downs in ways even I could not believe.  My friendship with Lauren Ruiz became really good and she has forever become very important to me and one of my best friends in the whole world and while building a closer friendship with her I have still been blessed with some of the best friends ever including my best friend Kendall Kidd who has since day one always been there for me and looking for my best interest and doing all she can to lookout and protect me and I have become closer with my good friend Abby who I have known since middle school and I am very thankful to have her in my life as well couldn’t really imagine life without her.  I have been working a lot in my personal health and trying to go to the gym is much as I can to help with stress weight and just trying to stay in shape and be is active as possible so I don’t end up getting really sick or contact the flu.  The economy has been on the decline and work has slowed down to the point that I feel unsure on what my future has in store for me, but everyday I get up and give it all my best shot and pray for the best.  I want to say that I love my life and just so happy to be alive with the ones I love.  Kendall Kidd, Lauren Ruiz, Ashley Austin, Lindsey Tingler and a few others have truly been here for me and have always taken such good care of me and I just want to thank the good lord for blessing me with all of them I truly don’t know what I would have ever done without them and not one day goes by that I think about them or send them my love and prayers to god for them they mean everything to me and in 2013 I am going to continue to fight for my business and for my health and well-being and I am going to do everything I can to be the best friend that anyone would be happy to have in their life.  Life is a true gift and one I am thankful for every single day and no matter how tough times may get for me I will always promise to live it up to the fullest and continue to be here for the ones I love even if I have everything to loose because without them I would have nothing to loose or for that matter nothing at all and I will continue to count my blessings each and everyday and thank the good lord for all he has blessed me with and I hope that 2013 brings you nothing short of pure bliss and happiness and good faith every single day because if your anything like my best friend you don’t deserve anything less.