I was reading my friends blog tonight as I always do and it made me cry.  I really care the world for her and I just feel so bad what happened to her over the weekend and I just wish I could have been their for her.  I just thank God that she made it home safe and sound because I truly don’t know what I would do with myself if anything ever happened to her, Lauren Ruiz means a lot to me and there is nothing in this world that I wouldn’t do for her.