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She has been nothing but a true gods angel from heaven above with nothing but a true heart of gold.

True Friends

True friends are by your side through it all.
True friends are there to catch you when you fall.
True friends give your life a happy lift.
True friends are a most precious gift.

True friends will care about you forever.
True friends want to be with you on every endeavor.
True friends can make you laugh and cry.
True friends can be girls or guys.

True friends can get mad at each other.
True friends can be your sisters or brothers.
True friends will never truly leave you.
True friends will love you no matter what you do.

True friends really know you but love you anyway.
True friends are those who are always asking you if you’re okay.
True friends know that hate is a very strong word.
True friends don’t believe every story they’ve heard.

True friends will tell you the truth, even if it’s not what you want to hear.
True friends are always there with a hug and a listening ear.
True friends will tell you things that are true.
True friends will do anything they can to help you.

True friends love to spend time with you.
True friends love to tease you too.
True friends tease all in good fun.
True friends don’t care if you’ve lost or won.

I will love you forever, my friend.
I will stay by your side until the very end.
You’ll be in my heart, as I pray for you each day.
You are my truest friend in every way.

such a beautiful song I think of how beautiful my best friend is to me from the inside out and how I have never met a more amazing person.

for some time now my life has had some major drawbacks and my lifestyle has also changed as well.  It has been a rough few years between not being able to see my best friend in over 3 years to my local repair shop which was my life dream after High School not fair so well and this past year has been the hardest year of my life not knowing were my future holds for me and watching my business die out almost completely has really taken its toll on me.  I have been all over the Job market with no success finding a permanent job as of yet while in the process landing a part time job at a local supermarket which does not pay much but for now providing a paycheck for something every two weeks while I search for full time work trying at least in the computer industry but willing to try anything new.  It has saddened me to say that I have to close my repair shop were I started after High School which is so heartbreaking to see it did not make it.  My best friend ever since High School always supported my me and my business even before we both graduated High School together back in 2008 and I ran into her the other day at the supermarket were I work currently and having to tell her my shop did not make it broke my heart and was not something I would have ever wanted her to hear but when I told her I would be fixing computers at home on the side she told me she would continue to send people my way which tells me over 10 years later that she still truly cares about me and my well-being which means everything to me and she truly is my every reason to live.  I have been through so much but her support has been one of the best gifts I could have ever received and she has no idea what she truly means to me in my heart even when life gets into the way and you don’t get to see each other often anymore like you used to your friendship never fades away and we always remain close in each others heart which is everything.  I have yet to not feel so depressed as I have been all summer and trying to be happy or even find happiness is nearly impossible anymore.  The best week I had all summer was when I volunteered at the iCanBike event to help children with disabilities learn how to ride a bike all because my best friends best friend got me involved and I could have never been more grateful for the opportunity and it put a smile on my face something that I needed. It has been very hard for me lately and I try everyday to stay positive and I don’t know were I would be without my family and my best friend who I would be completely lost without her.

This is to someone who is so truly special to me, someone who I have been so blessed to have in my life for over 12 years who has truly shown me the true meaning of the word love and who has been a true daily lifelong gift to me in so many ways.  God has truly blessed us both by putting us in each-others lives over 12 years ago and she has forever changed my life.  I never have a single day of life that I don’t thank God for her & for keeping her out of harms way.  She is my one true saving grace in this whole world and I could not ever live my life without her.  I could never thank you enough for every last single thing you have ever done for me, all the love all your precious hugs and all your prayers throughout the years and especially after my car accident that almost took my life over 7 years ago.  I don’t know what I would have ever done if I was taken away from you I don’t think I could ever rest knowing just how much you truly care about me and my well-being.  I knew before I ever had that accident that wasn’t my fault just how much I truly meant to you deep inside that precious heart of yours when you could not sleep at night until you knew that I made it back to my home safe and sound and I would have never wished in a million years to ever put you in that situation of almost loosing me forever.  If you were ever taken from me I would never be able to live with myself the pain alone would kill me.  You are the sweetest soul I have ever laid my eyes on thank you for always being here for me and words could never thank you enough for every last prayer you gave to me I know deep inside my heart your everlasting love and prayers saved my life and I am forever grateful to have you in my life.  You are my heart in so many ways and there is nothing in this world that I would not do for you.  I love you sweetheart more than anything in the universe.  You truly are a heart of gold like nothing this world has ever seen.

To my close friends you are one of the greatest blessings I have ever been given to in my life and lots of things have been on my mind lately and lots of changes I will be making for the better of myself and for the ones who truly matter to me. It’s been a hard journey of sorts but with good faith I know I can get through anything but to be able to have the love care and support means everything to me and not a single day goes by that I don’t thank god for you all. If your able to read this then you are someone truly amazing and I just want to thank you for everything and no matter how far apart life puts us you will always be close in my heart and nothing can ever take that away from you because I will never let that happen.  

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Saying my prayers and giving all the love in the world for my beloved Ashley Paige who has been nothing but a true gods blessing to me. Please send your love and positive vibes her way it would mean the world to her. I love you Ashley Paige

Angels

 

I have a Angel in my life and I could not be any more blessed.

Angel

I love my best friend more than anything in the whole universe and knowing that she is strong enough to move on my heart just seems to be very heavy right know. Patience is always worth waiting for what’s right and being strong is all you’ve got. I just couldn’t imagine what could be going through her heart right now she is such a gods angel and deserves all the love in the universe because she’s worth all the trouble in the world.

When tomorrow starts without me
And I’m not here to see
If the sun should rise and find your eyes

All filled with tears for me

I wish you wouldn’t cry
The Way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We did not get to say

I know how much you love me
As much as I love you
Each time that you think of me
I know you will miss me too

When tomorrow starts with out me
Please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand

The angel said my place was ready
In heaven far above
And That I would have to leave behind
All those I Dearly Love

But When I walked through Heaven’s Gates
I felt so much at home
When GOD looked down and smiled at me
From his golden throne

He said This Is Eternity
And All I promised you
Today for life on earth is done
But Here it starts a new

I promise no tomorrow
For today will always last
And Since each day’s the exact same way
There is no longing for the past

So When Tomorrow starts without me
Do not think we’re apart
For every time you think of me
Remember I’m right here in your heart